Awaiting Days

Life weighs
between this happiness and hate.
Torn between this heavenly fate.
But whats left to take?
This life is so fake.
I can't wait
for these doors will open.
Whats left unspoken
storms around in my head.
Living this life
that shouldnt be lead.
hating my presence
hating my soul
Ill hate everything
for my heart is cold.
Breaking away,
breaking from stress.
This all will haunt me,
Haunt me till death.
Why can't you save me?
Save my last breath.
Savor my blood,
for in you it rest.
It's all so painful.
And pain is free.
This will chase me around
till death I will see.