Break.

Shatter me now.
My wounds are bleeding.
Temptation shall own
this life is feeding.
Fading I'm not,
yet I wish it to be.
Break me down now,
I don't want to breathe.

Close your eyes,
turn your back on the lies.
Built on a world,
that is full of disguise.
Alone, I shall be;
with all this misery.
It'll eat me alive,
but I'll be out of your life.
So every time you cry,
remember these lines
"I'll love you till death"
yet, today I have died.

Forever it would be,
though you've forgotten me.
I'm right next to you,
I watch you as you sleep.
Wondering I am,
I wish you'd hear me.
Laying beside you,
I scream as I bleed.

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Suffering.

Break in your mind
Never believe in me.
What this world is
and what we shall see.
Life is unfaithful,
it's just beating me
Wrapped in the covers,
I am cold as can be.

Don't waste your time.
I'll be of no use.
I will cut your throat,
you'll hang from a noose.
You hearts on the floor,
your veins all cut loose.
I told you to leave.
..They never follow through.

I am a monster,
they call me a freak.
But soon through it all
my name they will speak.
Run them all down,
make them all weak.
They feel the pain,
yet I am suffering.
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Story.

Here I sit,
alone at your side.
Crying my heart out,
as if you died.
I know you will see me,
yet emotions I can't hide.
When you ask the question,
how will I reply?

Your confused.
I am weak.
Our love is something
that can't breathe.
The tears all fall
from your cheek.
Unstable now,
my knees are weak.

I love you girl,
but we cannot be.
Confusing is,
what I am to the.
Breaking my spirit,
because you love me.
But in love is what
we wish it could be.

Please stop crying.
You know I have to leave.
We both want it now,
but we both let it be.
For this is the end,
of our story.

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Beaten.

Bleeding today,
it'll be the same tomorrow.
My hearts filled with pain,
as this life's filled with sorrow.
Take careful aim,
soon my soul shall follow.
My life's filled with shame,
yet it still seems so hollow.

Break away; Break away.
Feel the pain,
I'll die today.
My heart is hurt,
life's a strain.
I don't know if
I can live this way.

Break away; Break away.
Tomorrow's day will hold my fate.
Break me in, or break away.
Will I always feel this hate?

So here we are,
bearing down on my heart.
So here you are,
tear me down from the start.

Abolish my soul
for this bloods on the floor;
leak from my veins
my body stands no more.
Crying's my tears.
My eyes are so sore.
Bruised and beaten,
my hearts on the floor.

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Goodbye.

The next few post are going to be a few I have written
a while over the time of my absence.



Falling alone,
breaking down on the phone
Your calling to me
Just let me be.
I breaking, crying, bleeding.
It seems like I'm feeding
on everything that you've got.

Whats wrong with me,
i made you bleed
fall down to your knees
cause i've fought
everything that you've brought.

So with this i'm fading,
and with it i'm taking and
breaking every thing that I've got.

here I'm leaving,
pretend you've never seen me,
or that you fucking hate me for
all the pain that I've caused.

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