Manchot

This is something I found.
I had wrote it awhile back, in January.
I suppose Ill post it up here aswell.
It sorta relates to today.


Its unbelievable
how things can take a turn
from falling on my face
to putting my heart in a race
not from the running, or gunning
from the new life thats so stunning

To fall on something so great
is there still a life to hate?
I just need to let it all fade
throw away the rusty blade
For when Im with you I am sane
All your love - washing away this pain
But bringing a new rain - of pain
in a good way,
the pain of aching to be near you
every second of the day
I just wish we could run away
from the nightmares that wont fade.

What is life without love
yet hate without pain
The pain of loosing what you
love and hating the pain of the
feelings you wish would change
Its just so insane, am I wasting away?
I would waste away
if itd make your day
If itd changed this hate
and determine our fate.
I hope its not to late.

Your heart isnt black
but it is freezing cold
Im standing at the doorway
waiting to see what will unfold.
Let in my love.
I can show you the way
Turn this cold shattered place
into something away from the hate.
Ill be all that I can be,
just to set you free
from the misery.
I know Im probably not enough
and Im pretty much emotionally fucked
but if we help each other work through
then our love can grow strong and true.